My view/advice;
- Abusing Akkadius or anyone else is unacceptable.
- I think you've also copped some treatment I'd consider unacceptable, and moderators acted. I think it would be fair for someone to clean up your explosion when they have time.
- I doubt anyone hates you, communication on the internet has limited scope.
- Don't post until your head is clear. Don't post in anger! If you're mad send a PM! Anything you put on the Internet is permanent and in some cases can affect how you are perceived for a long time!
On game stuff...
- Continually updating a post might annoy people but it's (imo) not a major issue.
- While I admire your commitment to a vision, I think adding significant complexity to an already complex game is going to be difficult to manage without significant help. You either need to slow down or remove complexity from your project.
- EQEmu is not a competition and you will not be able to rely on it for income. You are obviously creative and talented, if I were you I'd be aiming to focus those skills on something like the game industry and leave EMU as the hobby it should be. For inspiration, look at someone like Jeff Vogel.
Lastly I had to watch my mum die recently from cancer. It is difficult. I struggled with work and wound up walking away for a number of months. If I'd tried to keep working I probably would have sunk a few projects.
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