things will get better man, just tell yourself that. Your friend committing suicide obviously didnt care enough about you or the people who loved him or else he would not have taken his life. It sucks yes but you just gotta keep going, my girlfriend broke up with me on Christmas Eve and it still hurts so bad to me because she, in my mind, was my one true love, but it will never happen and it eats me up inside, but now I realize it wasnt meant to be.
Parents will be parents, they just dont bitch at you for the hell of it unless they are abusive parents. They are only trying to help you in the end. I know how it feels to have the EQ addiction, but with Work, College, and other things in my life I DONT HAVE TIME FOR EQ except on weekends....and even then I hardly play, but I never have quit, you just gotta limit yourself on things.
Again sorry for all your hardships, but things WILL get better...they always do
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"The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who, in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know my name is the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon you."
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